Janet Fitch: "Aku mengambil pisau ibuku dan memainkan johnny johnny jo...

"Aku mengambil pisau ibuku dan memainkan johnny johnny johnny di lantai rumah bermain. Saya mabuk, menusuk diri sendiri setiap beberapa kali lemparan. Aku mengangkat tangan dan ada kepuasan melihat darahku, seperti ketika aku melihat gouge merah di wajahku yang orang-orang menatap dan memalingkan muka. Mereka mengira aku cantik, tetapi mereka salah, sekarang mereka bisa melihat betapa jelek dan mutilasinya aku."

--- Janet Fitch

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I took my mother's knife and played johnny johnny johnny on the playhouse floor. I was drunk, stabbed myself every few throws. I held my hand up and there was satisfaction at seeing my blood, the way there was when I saw the red gouges onmy face that people stared at and turned away. They were thinking I was beautiful, but they were wrong, now they could see how ugly and mutilated I was.